I just published a draft written last spring. This was written during a time when I really didn't feel like communicating.
I'm not sure if I have something specific to say at this time either. Since I began this blog in October of 2011, I wanted to write something a year later. It will be two years November 20th since Ted died. Very difficult to grasp. This summer we sent his ashes adrift in Odell Creek that feeds Davis Lake - our favorite family vacation spot. We sprinkled our beloved dog Gwenny's ashes at the same time. She loved Davis Lake vacations as well, and she adored Ted.
I'm slowly learning to live my life relying on myself without my partner to share tasks and decisions. There is a definite learning curve. My confidence is returning and life continues to be an enriching experience. I hope to continue writing as time goes on and move toward the "creative transitions" aspect of my title.
I think about him every day.... I <3 you!
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